I Like Women – A Depressing Piece of Unapologetic Emoism

I long to speak to you in private,
Saying “I love you,
And do you love me too?”
But I’m scared like shit
To say this otherwise gay but simple set of words.
I fear rejection. No.
I fear how you’ll treat me once I let go of this feeling I can’t help.
I risk friendship for this you know.
Well, that might answer why some men,
however good looking they are still staying single. (ehm)
Ah! I might end up being gay
If I keep on contemplating about this every day.
I have a friend who sings like Elton John.


I can’t remember the last time i posted a poem or any form of word art. I think I’m going to die. Thank you.

Failing Brain Recesses

Enter the season where ppl from all over the campus bury their heads in piles of books in an effort to not screw their exam results!

So there's a trend that i find it rather troubling in my campus and i suppose the same happens in your place too; the final exam rehearsels(sp?)... so this is the time where lecturers often do last minute reservations to get a certain dewan baru/ dewan lama/ lts/ lct halls/ etc so that they can get their get-these-students-finish-off-their-tests burden out of their chests.

That said, the libry now is full of ppl reading notes, writing notes, doing practices, texting, sleepin, dreaming, discussing how to deal with this and that questions, and lepakking at the IT section. not all bad though given this new lease of life to the ever so dull libry.

Going out with friends too is getting quite hard to adjust. let say u wanna go to a certain mamak to watch football on one saturday with your friends who happens to be from other faculties - civil, computer science, geometics, finance... i guess id rather go out myself if transport is not a problem.

Oh yes, now the libry too is full of chicks, not a bad place to go chick hunting, but they so happen to be loud, which is not that cute given the circumstance mentioned. and given that you have 4 tests coming in succession is realy no help when you want to get that chick's number or asking this chick out.

But all hope is not lost though. Ive just finished my slaving session to the books yesterday. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA...

My finals will start on the 29th. Thank you.

Hari Raya Special

If you think what's on tv are garbage, this one is definitely a must have during hari raya.
Bye2 all the singing shit and raya variety shows. this is comedy gold.



Thank you youtube. And selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin. Peace brother!

McDonalds Kills You

A. Samad Ismail past away on 9/4 of this year. he was such a legend. read rockybru's september 4+5 post at rockybru.blogspt.com about the country's unsung hero.

My gramma past away 2 weeks earlier. She was 84. not many memories about her i can put in here for now, mostly because i was the naughty one who always cried for not wanting to balik kampung coz i was afraid of the evil looking pak cik who was her neighbour (he died last year) when i was in primary school.

peace be upon them all.

News : 50 Barisan MPs begin eight-day study trip to Taiwan. 50 of 78 will join the trip. all during malaysia month. patriotic? pak lah's jz scared that anwar will kidnap 30 of his ppl. i assume. many others have the same opinion.

for a reason called "i might contract mental disease from 14cm tall of assignments" (i measured it, honest), over the past few weeks, i've been going for consultations coz im afraid i might go mental. the next visit will be my 6th. the counselor : puan hjh ..., (cant remember her name) is a great person. she gave me psychology tests everytime i go to her place! i feel that, whenever i cant access the internet i can always go to her office and seek mental remedies. for all of you "mentols" out there, go seek help from the counselors. dont keep them idle. they are paid for this job. i did. hahaha.

Somehow it takes a long time to work. and i believe mcd's been killing more ppl than the war of waterloo. up until now. perhaps more.

Thank you.

I Didn't Post Anything Last Month

I rarely read the papers nowadays. but somehow i stumbled upon a news about anwar who won his permatang pauh by-election last month. he is now taking charge as the opposition leader. that said...

He could become the next prime minister!

Then one of my friend told me that he's got issues regarding him fucking some guy's arse who used to work for him. and that victim swore that he was fucked by anwar. in a mosque. and up until now anwar didn't counter swear the earlier swear. or did he? i don't know coz like what i said earlier, i rarely read papers. but assuming if he didn't make one...

He could become Malaysia's first gay prime minister!

Now that reminds me of the infamous slur by the world famous Zimbabwe president robert mugabe (who famously brought the country into bancruptcy) that read pretty much like this;

" you (tony blair's cabinet) don't even know how to make children! that's why you don't deserve to take a swipe on my administration!"

...

Last month too saw a very cold merdeka celebration. it didn't even feel like merdeka month. and i slept during the merdeka countdown. until subuh. i think the present gomen's school-children like approach towards the country's administration is making us all sick and tired to enjoy that little holiday that most ppl elected to sleep on their comfy bed that day. it was sunday afterall...

I saw the prettiest girl in the world yesterday in my campus pasar ramadan. im done.